When I was asked to interview Siran Riak, I knew it would be something interesting. I immediately turned on my laptop and watched the film and I was enthralled. "Goodbye Julia" is poignant. It is compelling. It is a masterpiece.
Set against the backdrop of Sudan's ever-so-recent complex socio-political landscape, the film intertwines the lives of two women from starkly different backgrounds, whose fates become increasingly linked amidst the turmoil and transformation of their country.
Directed by the Sudanese visionary Mohamed Kordofani, "Goodbye Julia" was the first from Sudan ever selected for the Cannes Film Festival 2023 and took home the "Prix de la Liberté (Freedom Award)" that night.
It has also garnered international acclaim, taking home "Best Film" at the 8th Critics Awards for Arab Films and "Best African Film" at the Septimius Awards.
In this exclusive interview, we sat down with Siran, the star of the poignant and powerful film. As someone of Sudanese descent, Siran opened up about the significance of this film, the challenges she faced, and her journey through an emotionally intense cinematic experience.
For Siran, "Goodbye Julia" is more than just a film; it is a reflection of her own lived experiences. "The film was a reality we lived in 2009–2010," she recalls. "I personally lived most of the struggles in Sudan before we finally had to move out because we needed to pursue education. It was very difficult to stay any longer at that point. We were bullied on the streets, in school — everywhere was difficult to be. The home was suddenly not home anymore."
When asked about her initial reaction to the script, Siran's response was immediate and heartfelt: "I was amazed at how raw the script was." This rawness resonated deeply with her, connecting her personal history with the film's powerful themes.
"Goodbye Julia" has not only told a true story of division in Sudan but has also shone a light on South Sudan as the world's youngest nation. "Those who didn’t know about us now know and are invested in learning about our history and culture. That was a start for us," Siran explains. The film's release came at a critical time for Sudan, raising awareness and support for ongoing issues in the region.
Being involved in projects that tackle real-world issues is crucial for Siran. "It was very important because I wasn’t just a character; it was a nation represented. It felt like a huge responsibility to outline the finer details about my country. It’s overwhelming because this film remains forever. It’s like a piece of history that even my great-grandchildren will get to see."
While Siran was careful not to spoil the film, she shared a particularly moving moment: "When Julia was looking for her husband, it was a breaking point for Siran (me) as well because I was also looking for something. The closing scene, when Julia was leaving the country, moved me because it reminded me of the way I left my school, friends — everything. A new start was so scary. The look on Julia’s face in that scene was a recalled feeling I had”.
"Everything was challenging," Siran laughs, reflecting on the emotional depth required for her role. "Julia was such an emotional person who didn’t speak words, but you could see it in her eyes. I needed to create my own atmosphere for that, for sure."
After filming emotionally charged scenes, Siran finds solace in solitude. "I always wanted to be alone in my room. I prayed by myself in moments, and I meditated a lot. It helped me ground myself in those moments.
Through "Goodbye Julia," Siran hopes audiences understand the struggles of the South Sudanese people. "We were treated as second-class citizens in our own home. This isn’t just a matter in Sudan; it’s worldwide. As humans, we tend to think we could only encounter such treatment from a black and white race, but this shows one of the cases where it’s black-on-black discrimination."
Siran speaks fondly of her time with director Mohamed and the cast. "Working with Moh was really easy. He was very comfortable to work with, It felt very relaxed. But he was firm. The cast was also amazing, especially Mona and Danny — they are the ones I spent most of my time with."
Outside of acting, Siran has a deep passion for modelling and fashion. "I grew up loving modelling. I actually never thought I’d do anything besides modelling. I love fashion in general. Some of my hobbies are drawing and sewing. I enjoy that a lot — it’s like mini therapy for me."
Siran also launched her own modelling agency, Siran Model Management, bringing Arab and African talent to the world stage.
Maintaining a balance is also vital for Siran. "I have boundaries and non-negotiables. That’s my mental health time and family time. I have times set apart for everything. I am very strict with how I spend my time and try to make the whole process enjoyable. Otherwise, I’ll look like an angry person, haha."
Through "Goodbye Julia," Siran not only delivers a powerful performance but also brings to light the resilience and struggles of her people. Her journey is a testament to the strength and determination of those who fight for their stories to be heard.
Where can I watch Goodbye Julia? The film is now streaming on Netflix (only in MENA)