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by Dara Morgan
I Only Checked the News Once. Why Do I Feel Like This?
The turbulence of the past few days is undeniable. Even if you try to carry on as usual, it is there — in the way you reach for your phone a little more often, in the way conversations feel heavier, in the way concentration slips.
I told myself I was handling it well.
I didn't spiral. I didn't sit up half the night refreshing updates. I stayed informed, but not excessively. I limited my sources. I used grounding techniques. I felt calm, rational, steady.
And then I woke up feeling completely drained.
Not panicked. Not tearful. Just exhausted. My body felt heavy, as if everything around was happening in a dream. Simple tasks seemed unreasonably difficult. I was hungry, yet food caused nausea. I stared at my screen and wondered why any of it mattered.
It felt like a hangover.
Except I had consumed nothing but news.
This is the part that is easy to miss. You don't have to be visibly overwhelmed to be affected. You don't have to be doomscrolling for hours. When the world feels unsafe or unpredictable, your nervous system responds. It doesn't wait for you to lose composure. It reacts to threat, to uncertainty, to the constant awareness that something serious is unfolding.
Even if you remain outwardly calm, your body may still be on alert.
And alertness is tiring.
I am beginning to think there is a simple truth here: in times of instability, you will feel unstable. You can manage it well. You can be thoughtful and measured. But you can't expect yourself to remain untouched.
For me, stress doesn't look like action. It looks like freeze. When events feel too big and too uncertain, I slow down. My body becomes heavy. There is a strong urge to lie down and wait. It is not laziness. It is overload.
If that resonates, pushing yourself harder is unlikely to help. Complex work will feel pointless. Long-term planning may feel almost impossible. Instead of forcing strategy, shift to something smaller.
You may not be able to plan the future right now. But you can take a shower. You can eat properly. You can complete one straightforward task (for me, it was writing this). You can step outside for ten minutes. You can stretch. These aren't dramatic acts of resilience. They are small signals to your body that life is still happening in manageable pieces.
Another essential step is reducing the noise.
You don't need to follow every update from every platform. Choose two or three sources you trust. Check them at set times. Avoid long speculative pieces that outline every possible escalation. At moments like this, more analysis doesn't always bring more clarity. Often, it only deepens the spiral.
Being informed is important. Being constantly exposed isn't.
We care. That is why we read, why we check, why we try to stay aware. But caring about what is happening doesn't mean neglecting yourself. If you need to pause, pause. If you need to slow down, slow down. If you need to step away for a few hours, that is allowed.
The situation will continue to unfold.
Your nervous system doesn't need to witness every second of it.
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